i miss being macaroni and cheese

i mean, of course i love my life now, but it's missing something.
a person. a feeling.


...

i return home to canada tomorrow.
4 months earlier than scheduled.


it seems like i've been here for years.


i am scared to shit of going home.
almost as much as i'm excited.


i went to school today.
sehee and sensei remarked on how happy i looked.
...i am SO SO happy.